Sunday, September 26, 2010

The Sentence Level Below

The secondary syllogistic sentence is toward the paragraph; the reader’s attention is not primary syllogistic logic or measure. Sentence for argument, sentence of or increased torque, poly-syllogistic semi/ambiguity of syllogistic movement is limited; movement is following sentences when paragraph organizes movement of the paragraph as a whole, or the total work. The limiting of movement length is a unit which keeps at or very between the preceding and close to structure which altered the level of unity of quantity language, that is, control most often at the sentence level or below.

Elmo Acadork, Ph.D

Friday, September 3, 2010

Yuckie Yuppie


Hippie yuppie 
 yappie yippie 
flippy fluppy 
 flappy flippy 
tippy tuppy
 pappy pippy
fappy fuppie 
 dappy dippy 
puppy yuppie 
 nippy yippie 
pappy huppy 
 gabby gippie 
dippy yuppie 
 nappy yippie 
gappy guppy 
danky dickie 
crackie cruppy 
tacky tippy 
tappy tuppie 
hippy yippie 
gabby yuppie 
 nicky hippy 
yucky yuppie 
 yummy yippie
happy hippy 
 yuckie yuppie 
snappy hippy 
 grumpy yuppie 
flirty hippy
donkey dumpy 
 nappy yumpie 
crappy yuppie 
 iffy huffy 
  snappy yumpie 
jiffy gummy 
jammy gimmie 
flicky flaky 
flammy flunky 
money gummy 
 greedy  yuppie 
gimmie gamey 
 horny hippy 
jogging Ronnie 
 banky yumpy 
me-me more-more-
 money yuppie 
wasted wacko 
 earthy happy 
  hope-y hippy 
slicky tasty
 yucky Wang-y
  uppity yuppie 
wickedy robot 
 dullass monkey 
  jackass yuppie 
icky yuppie 
 happy hippy 
yippie yappy 
yuppie yippie 
yappy yuppie
yucky yuppie.


larry goodell / placitas, new mexico /from january 8th of 1985

thru the full-blown ego-farce of the 80's rolling like an ever dirtier snowball from Reagonoidia
i could only have some fun between spasms of growing hopelessness . . .

(note, as usual in my writing it's for reading aloud so any move from the margin
is a lift of voice . . . )

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Bar None


Silva's Saloon in Bernalillo, New Mexico

(after this piece gets bubbling there's just about every bar I can remember
plus a bunch just out of the blue, back in my drinking days . . .
but Silva's Saloon in Bernalillo, New Mexico, has got to be
the greatest "museum bar" in the Southwest, bar none . . . )

Language poetry is the puttering pop-pot fiduciary fireless non-magnet.
Little Scotties fucking each other's gizzards North equals South equals a long way
Hump suck fuck. A dramatic mirror-image explosion of Jean Paul Sartre backwards,
an implosion of Jean Cocteau. We artists are common as puddle muddles
Mud puddles dried up is pottery รก la langoiterage Silver Cue. Silver Dollar,
Fred's, Le Chenil Rouge, Casa Blanca, Silva's Saloon, and all the other
history of bars in Bernalillo. Actuality breeds contempt.


Absinthe fakes the hard on farther. Jack the Stripper. Casbah on
the Rio Grande. The Silver seduction in the Gold back room.
More than you bargained for, drunk, in the back of Frank & Phil's.
So many bars have come & gone so many bars have come & gone.
Dope shot up the curtains in the back room. Filling a block of four.
Filling the rental car up with unleaded before returning it at 7 AM.


American speech is an introduction to the trend of the world, which
reflects which reflects. I will create a bar. The Herbert Hoover Lounge, no
the Hoover Vacuum Cleaner Suck Off Spot, the Electrolux Excitement,
the Energetic Electric Indication, Silent Madness, The Magic Johnson Wax Museum,
the Hen's Come Back Bar, the Everything I Ever Wanted Bar, the Non-Bar Bar,
The Hedy Lamar Bar, the Office Bar, Smitty's, the Thunderbird, the
House of Ivy, the House of Malnutrition, the Answering Machine Bar,
The HIV Bar, Gino & Carlo's, El Rey, the Mineshaft, the Horseshoe,
the Green Lantern, Rulon's, the Trojan Horse, the Coyote Double-Yip,
Okies, El Monte's, the Mint, the Roundabout, the Skylark, Claude's,
the Raven, the Star-Buck Pleaser, the Blue Note, Birdland, the Haig,
the Violent Tributary, Peace Bar, Jack's, Rosa's Cantina, the Quarters,
Upside Downside, Max's Kansas City, Fat Chance, the Eclectic Vomitoria.

larry goodell / 7Nov91 / placitas, new mexico / from Fugitive ABC's, poems 1991

Sunday, August 15, 2010

R O S W E L L




Roswell with the Plains rolling out into the Eyes
Eyes with the Plains rolling into the Bars
Bars where the Cattle cross into the Heart
Roswell where the Heart rolls out of the Bars
Bars with no Bars but Photographers arms
back from San Francisco talking of Pool
no Table no bars no way to find Home
Home from I am Roswell with the Veins in my Arms
Arms with the Plains rolling out of all Harm
Harm where you know it alive the Baby cries
Roswell with recorders & Plains with their Arms
to be one Born here St Mary's ordinary cross
Roswell with the Music He cleaned it up
Roswell with no name He never saw his town
Roswell never saw the town named from his name
Plains arms roll never knowing where they came from
Philanthropy an old thing naming from the Bars
no Bars only Home to some
trying to name an artist
who's really good at home in his voice
reading the names as they show up in the Plains
Home & Home again a name in the Bars
of Albuquerque Algodones Placitas home
Roswell with the name nobody calls it a home
Home it was & ever will be & be & be
Roswell with the name where
the flat ness rolls out
aflame in the ears to die
Roswell old home a poet born to hear what
he hears her sitting home away in the tears
he left here to come back a dozen years of solitude
a chronicle of Paradise in trees they left to die
Artesian Roswell making making
empty clothes lines

I give you Silk Stockings for Yr Empty Bars
I give you back Roswell with its empty Death Wish
I give you back what you brot me Lines with a Stick
a Bat out of Carlsbad a Bag of loose Cotton
a reaping raping raiding woman cursing with the Dry Plains
I give you a Letter the Letter Z
Z for Zones Z for Cattle Brands unknown
Z for my Home never found never wandering
A Ghost of the Lovely Host who ate his Solid Wafer
& blessed the Town to turn it back where its Hope was found once
when you let the newly found Artesian wells spill out their
Giant wealth to give it in again & take the People Hatred
Hiding in DeBremond Stadium where the Football games
pounded it in turn it in the Spring River come back
flowing flowing in all the ways of fuck again.


larry goodell
(written on envelope at Wendell Ott’s
Sunday, 7Apr74 in Roswell, New Mexico)

Friday, August 6, 2010

the invite for the opening of Greg Tucker's show


which included me reading this and other poems and Tom Guralnick, jazz artist, performing, August 1980, Albuquerque, New Mexico . . .

Thursday, August 5, 2010

GREG TUCKER: "IT'S A RIOT"

this appeared in Artspace Magazine, late 1980, in conjunction with Greg Tucker's show of post-prison riot drawings . . . a remarkable show.

Greg Tucker's show at the Meridian dares to show what it's like to be a man, the myth that we all are afraid to face. All of us men. That opening out of hate and love, that is peculiarly masculine, because it is fierce, brutal, and escapes all risks.

It is a show of tattooed men, what you do with your body in prison when there's nothing else to do. Transferred, in simple, bold thrust of minimum color, on small squares of paper. You move from paper to paper, with these images on them. A Christ "Born to Lose," "Fix," "Arbol de Juzgar," etc. And then the images of the penitentiary riot, the messages of directed violence on the walls, kill this guy or that guy, cut off that guy's prick—a show of such manageable drawings, manageable because the drawings aren't that big and the terror diminishes as you walk away, and yet it's not terror. Some drawings are of masks, or bodies without heads, or just a scrawl like a cross-out, on the square of paper, or numbers through 9, backwards.

It is the rage of being independently male, in a body trapped in prison where the puberty rite of the tough edge you only show, comes bursting out. That puberty rite of the tough edge only showing, as you walk along or do anything, the boy-man learns in Junior High.

Greg Tucker shows these images of that pushed-out toughness, the lump-in-the-throat terror that we guys have to go through, either do or duck, shit or get off the pot, kill or die—or escape. The escape of the trapped, no matter what they were or who they were, they are, there, climbing the walls to get out.

For art to show this is remarkable—and remain art. It isn't art overridden by statement. I think it is Greg Tucker's sensibility of the pen riot, tattoos, graffiti caught in the process of his own drawing. And the energy continues from them as you look at them. It isn't the stupid knife-edge painless hurt of so many contemporary popular movies, that just make you hurt if you can do that anymore, but the small squares of drawings you enter like entering a cell, to see what goes on in that prisoner's mind or body. And more than that, it is an expression of what all men have to face, suffering all the while through it, a trap door on the way to manhood that can trap you and never let you out. If you get trapped, it's the rigamarole of proving your toughness round and round, egged on by "buddies" that it's okay, until you believe the game and play it till you kill or maim or get back at, as if that would end it, and it never does.

It's a rotten game that few women know, that is at the core of the independent male, who travels through it until some kinder register of what life can be, begins to settle in. These drawings are extremes of what is as common as the human male, a stage of his development, or trapped in itself, the horror of everything gone wrong and every act can only be the further extension of wrong, wrong into wrong, a mass wipe-out.

But it's only drawing, it's only writing. Drawing, writing on the wall.

—Larry Goodell
Greg Tucker, drawings. 1980
published in Artspace Magazine, Albuquerque, New Mexico




Sunday, April 18, 2010

The Circumscribed Generation (or) Love Song for Gino, Ken, Kell, Ann, etc.




                                                            alive in the wail

                                                  tangents given

                                                                        FUCK YR CIRCLE
                  (circle back to me)
                   con FURSHUN fessin I buv oo

                                                                                    pookyppopookee
                                            STOPPER
                                                                        & HE CDNT
                                     STOPPER
                                 (plug out the wrench)
                                                WENCH
                        !
                                    oldfashioned syndrome of loneliness
                              a bugger up the ass
                                                            Old
                 fortune
                        card up the
                                                                                     HEARING AID  ?

                                                             LISTEN TO MY QUESTION
                                                BLATWORT
                                                                     No
                                     Re
                                                Sent
                        Ment
                                       Only
                                                             o lover o o o
                 MEASLES
                                             COO/COO
                                                               AHI-AHI
                                                (Clear Yr Throat
                                    Drambuie
                                                    Cough Up Yr Honey
                        & Git DRUNK

                                                                        hi?
                                                                        hi?
                                                                        hi?

   I'm a slow phase locked in eternal union
                                                diga me
                                                                           toot?

                        Tootsie Hardon.

                                                                        Direct me
                                                Old-Fashioned Master
                                                                      I
                                                                 shd
                                                                           upstage you all the time  ?

  I'm hummm
ble
                        HERBERT      STOP PICKING YR TEETH

                                                               Mother
                                                            I doit
                                                                                    have
                                                any teeth      youve
                                                               sucked
                                                            them
                                                                            all
                                                                                      off!

                                                                                              PEESQUEEZE! !!!!!

                                                  Yr
                                                            lost
                                                little girl.
                                                              I
                                                            period
                                                                         come
                                                                                    back
                                                   again
                                                   period
                                                                          WE
                                                        I say from the self-circumscribed circle
                                                         old bandit in Wolf drag
                                                                                   WE
                                 codger drunk-dodger lickety split tap dancer
                                                                     & herbert fondler
                                                                                                          SINS-INSURED
                                                                                                  WE
                                                                                                           dig me
                                                                                    hard
                                                                                                     WE
                                                                                                  COME
                                                                                                           BACK

                                                     (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-)
                                                                                         WE
                                                                              (dusty fingertips)
                                                                                              WE
                                                                                       COME
                                                                                                   BACK
                                                                                  TO
                                                                                                          LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!


larry goodell / placitas, new Mexico / 18 April 1968

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Three, for Judy Grahn, Ann Quin, Drum Hadley


In the Chamber of the Goddess to Nowhere

In the chamber of the Goddess to Nowhere
I was taught 3 things:
Don’t underestimate your ability to breathe.
It is not necessary for men to stamp out the earth.
You don’t have to do everything you want to do.
But you already know these things, she said,
when you have nowhere else to go and nothing makes sense
you can always come to me, said the Goddess of Nowhere.

/larry goodell / placitas, nm


Queenland

Imagination is smarter than your god

goddesses of the goddess of god, my secret benefactress
heritage line of feminine soul, sole creator of the
energy of man
how embarrassing to admit it for the masculine race
the race to dominance won & then possibly lost.
A lost face in the process of rebuilding
until all are truly equal, man woman child
animal plant kingdom, queenland.

/larry goodell / placitas, nm


( Hope )



the above from NB 68

all from Foxhole Prayers, poems 2009 / larry goodell / placitas, new mexico
these are for Judy Grahn, Drum Hadley, Ann Quin, AND Gino Sky . . . . 

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

A Direct Hit Not Aiming



Today
crappola ticky pot.
Today
pray question where am I
shorted out electrode
trod on lightly
lightening cut in half
tone-deaf
no
toad happy
yea!
 throw it all in a pot
 & stir it up
 I am-m-m a meditate
 a medical no
 a Mediterranean 
 meditate tones
 over my head
 all of comedy falls to the floor
 today I mediate
 between the warring factions
 I am the warring factions
 but instead of warring
 I do my media trope 
 where am I when the sunlight comes
 where am I
 not in bed
 the answer to both questions
 is the same
  I am that self-same thing
  I am trying not to get into the lotus position
  forever
  prana
  I’m full of it
  it charges through me
  like thunder cut in two
  since my warring self
  jumped on my opposing self
  & devoured it
  half of me is all I have
  the half of a clap of thunder
  claps the half of a bolt of lightening
  and becomes it
  blends into half its former self.
   I’m drawn in.
   Sitting on a futon
   Western fashion.
   I am out.
   Never part of anything
   totally
   pravana
   is another way to say
   om
   oh my
   oh why
   oh me
   oh my
   pranava Donna
   don’t
   intone
   don’t
   do anything
   the donut with the hole
   taken out
   it was never the donut to start with
   it was the filled hole filled,
   the empty left over
    I was the center of nothing
    I’m a stupid American
    who never fit in
    I don’t even like donuts.
    I like holes better.
    Holes
    I don’t have to eat
    they eat me.
    What’s left of me.
    I can’t be Eastern
    because I’m Western
    and the two they say
    never meet,
    and besides
    I’m half.
    I want what’s over there
    on the other side of the not-fenced-in
    place.
     But I am always here
     adhering to it:
     this “here” place.
     A medical nation
     Mediterranean
     meditating
     on not being
     Mediterranean
     in a terrain
     unfamiliar
     as unfamiliar
     as here is
     I bring my
     kundalini out
     by pouncing on what I
     haven’t got
     I haven’t got a face
     prana
     pranava.
     The teeny half-ass force
     I administer.
      I’m bigger than shit
      the half of me left
      insists.
      I’m outside something that’s disgusting
      plus being what’s disgusting.
      I transcend it.
      So I’m centered on being diffused.
      And there’s only
      half of me all scattered out
      left.
      Which is enough
      since it’s all I need
      and all I ever was.

      I was never
      my whole imagined self
      anyway.
      I am the young thing
      ha ha ha ha.
       I am the force within
       unleashed
       ha ha ha ha.
       The world does not revolve around
       me
       ha ha ha ha,
       I am revolving around with the world.
       The world, earth
       revolves me
       the world, earth
       involves me
       takes me with it
       in a fit of continuance
       thrusts me, unknowing
       most of the time
       along.
       They say,
       those who read their books to me,
       those voices that read along in my head
       when I read
       all my life.
       Half of my life passes before me
       as if a dream.
        Steaming
        hot cakes.
        Ha ha ha ha.
        Tonight
        a media trade off
        silence enters in
        what supposedly doesn’t exist
        gives quiet space
        to the entire history
        of football.
        Football conquers:
        I lost.
        I should have gone with the main force
        but I was too thin.
        They hit me and I fell down
        the last to arrive
        running around the football field.
        Or was I.
        Come to think of it
        I was never the last.
          I was always at least
          half there.
          I’m half the world
          this undying egotist in me
          my imagination
          stares
          back at me.
          that’s
          my real half self.
            Here I am having gone west
            in my family
            until I’m here.
            Done.
            Half baked.
            Turning outward
            I was going to say
            inward.
            Tonight
            I don’t fight it
            I massage my cramped lower legs
            and go back to bed
            learning to lift up
            from where I am
            without levitating
            which is disgusting anyway.
              I left up in the half of me
              which is all of me
              in my imagination
              anyway
              and go to bed
              ha ha ha ha
              go back to bed
              ha.
                  Hi prana
                  force that’s
                  chock full of it.
              Pranava
              om
              oh my.
              Ha ha ha ha
              ha ha ha ha
              tonight
              becomes tomorrow

              ha ha ha ha.

              Centered
              at heart half of it
              thunder claps lightning
              bolts thunder
              comes each one
              towards each other
              thunder
              lightning
              we could use some rain –
              without touching.
               They just
               bypass one another.
               The two halves of my imagination say
               which is half of me
               which is all of me
               left.
               The quality of the feeling lasts
               or the better half wins.
               The lightning just passes over
               the thunder
               this is my rain dance I can’t
               not being Indian
               do.
               I can’t do anything
               I’m just a stupid half-assed
               anglo
               angled toward voice.
               That’s not true
               my self-esteem
               steams over
               and says I conquer
               self-control
                I am
                self-control
                I fuse into one
                like a candle burning
                like nothing you’ve ever seen
                like a snow dance.
                I can dream can’t I?
                Cant.
                It.
                Chant by
                enhancing
                it.
                Snow
                blow
                cold
                meaning
                into
                close
                winter
                evening  .
                Moisture
                hangs down
                ready to drop.
                 Drip drop
                 the completed clichรฉ says.
                 Snow drips into water
                 having first been rain.
                 Or was it mist.
                 I was mist.
                 Now look at me.
                 I’m human.
                 Half-human.
                 Watch out.
                 I might do it.
                 Don’t do it
                 my conscience says.
                 What is my conscience?
                 It’s my no-no self.
                 Outside my imagined self.
                 But my guardian angel
                 will protect me
                 ha ha ha ha.
                 Ha ha ha.
                 Throws me out of harm’s way
                 for another day.
                  Yes I do believe in you.
                  You who-who.
                  You who-who you.
                  You who, half who-who
                  are me.
                  My true half me
                  I am happy more or less
                  to be.
                  Or not to
                  bungle it up.
                  Bundle up
                  it’s winter.
                  And go to bed.
                  Get you out of my head.
                  There is nothing in my head.
                  Some one Eastern tells me
                  to be.
                  I can never be without the real
                  self I am.
                  So there.
                  Tonight
                  I am lucky
                  to be a part
                  of myself.
                   I am now
                   thoroughly happy
                   I am a part
                   of myself.
                   Finally
                   I do belong
                   to something.
                   Finally
                   I am that something
                   that something
                   that is such an
                   important part
                   of myself.
                   They don’t ever
                   want me to talk about
                   anything that has to do
                   with me.
                   So I won’t
                   I’ll show you.
                   I’m all out of myself.
                   I threw myself up
                   in the air
                   and was last seen
                   nowhere.
                   I am not there.
                   I am not there
                         are you happy?

                   Ha ha.
                   Ha ha ha ha ha ha.

                   Let it
                   rain snow.
                   Precipitate.
                   Meditate.
                   I will learn to do it
                   tho it means
                   stretching half-way round the world.
                    Drip drop
                    I’m gone
                    into my want.
                    I want cold.
                    I want winter
                    I want snowpack on the mountain.
                    I want people to go away.
                    They won’t.
                    But it might
                     storm
                     and sing.
                      I sing the blues
                      for the truth.
                       Is truth still beauty
                       beauty aloof?
                        Is truth forever
                        aloof?
                          Or does it light down
                          a bird
                           those cranes I saw
                           flying in formation
                            so close over me
                            in the bosque cottonwood grove
                             of the river of my life,
                             dividing me
                              two & two.
                              No,
                               in two.
                                In two
                                I am
                                 part of one.
                                 In tuned.
                                  Attained.
                                  A peaceful
                                   rain.
                                   The birds I remember
                                    migrating late in a warm winter
                                    keep on going
                                     as truthful as truth is.
                                     The idea on my brain.
                                      Gone away
                                      to come again.
                                       May pleasure be peace
                                       and beauty in the truth that we
                                        come back again
                                        to where I am no me.
                                         Just what I know
                                         stares me in the face.
                                          The face I don’t see
                                          unless reflected.
                                           All I see now is
                                           uncorrected.
                                            I see what I do
                                            and will be me
                                             till I’m through.
                                             I will be me
                                              until I’m through.
           




larry goodell / placitas, new mexico /16dec
from Beyond TV, poems 1995
photograph by lenore goodell

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